It's been a REALLY long while.

Forgive me father for I have sinned, it has been almost 2 months since my last blog post...

So life is that thing that happens when you don't have enough time in the day. I know that I should be paying much more attention to my blog. I know that I need to be more on top of my homework. The sad fact is, there is too much crap to do throughout the day and without the little reminders that we are alive, like the man-made conventions of bills and commerce, I might actually be happy for five minutes.

Pessimism begets more pessimism I know (and that is not my intention) but, for one breif moment perhaps I can be the little grey cloud full of water and hate that no one likes.

I know things will get better, I know that the sting is only momentary, and I can only hope that sleep will once again caress my thoughts and bring me dreams of a better day...that happens right?